I have somehow lost a competitive drive to win.While this may be viewed as a healthy psychological breakthrough, it is disasterous for my USTA Team which needs a constant production of victories. I am recruited because I am expected TO WIN -- not go through the motions!
In a vain effort to stop the losses, I have rehired my personal trainer AND former tennis coach. Additionally, I am reducing the number of times I play each week so the matches I do play gain higher importance. I don't have much time to get back on track, but if anyone can quickly rebound, it's me and my OCD.
Once we are committed, we cannot be stopped.