I:Robot
Recently, I stepped out of a comfortable programmed lifestyle to test the waters of being human again. I can confirm there are exhilarating highs and painstaking lows. My routine has gone from following a script of commands to achieve a predictable result, to a muddled mess of human emotions.
Which is better? THAT... I do not yet know.
I am perfect (stronger) as a robot. As a human... meh... wimpy... whiny... insecure. I detest my human traits. I do not know what the future holds. I fret about uncertainties and variables (i.e., people) I cannot control.
My Ego is impatient. He has given the Heart a narrow window to succeed or be vanquished back to the icy cold circuitry as a robot. Love will no longer be an option, but neither will heart ache or disappointment.
Madness? Perhaps.
But it describes my thoughts succintly.
posted by Brettcajun at Monday, November 21, 2011
4 Comments:
I know how you feel... I think. If I lived closer to you, I'd give you a hug...{{HUG}}
Your robot self looks thinner.
This is becoming tiresome. Shit or get off the pot.
Therapy. Lots and lots of therapy.
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