Kharma Kicked Me Down Good Today
Well, I suppose I should have NEVER posted a question posing whether "Am I a Cold Hearted Bitch?" Today I actually do feel like CRYING. My father (who is my Boss too) went off on me today. I unloaded on him. I so want to quit, but now the State of Louisiana has frozen all hiring for the next two months. Unemployment is very high here. What are my chances of landing a higher paying job? Hmfph! My Ex (who I am still sad that he is an Ex) is going off on fabulous vacation #6 this year. Here I am stuck in Baton Rouge. I have been eating Taco Bell and other fast food all week. I haven't done SHIT for working out and exercising. I have probably gained 7 pounds since the "divorce". Sean will not call me or write me back. (okay Sean has just called me back...thanks buddy!) Sean has been very busy at work and going through some personal stuff with a friend. Homer cheered me up a bit, but it is still pity party of one. I guess I am just having a down day. I ate alone tonight at a restaurant. I feel lonely. I could use a good bud to snuggle with right now. Well... I'll just have to settle for Boudreaux and Pierre. They love me unconditionally. Dogs are great companionship... especially in times like these!