Kharma Kicked Me Down Good Today
Well, I suppose I should have NEVER posted a question posing whether "Am I a Cold Hearted Bitch?" Today I actually do feel like CRYING. My father (who is my Boss too) went off on me today. I unloaded on him. I so want to quit, but now the State of Louisiana has frozen all hiring for the next two months. Unemployment is very high here. What are my chances of landing a higher paying job? Hmfph! My Ex (who I am still sad that he is an Ex) is going off on fabulous vacation #6 this year. Here I am stuck in Baton Rouge. I have been eating Taco Bell and other fast food all week. I haven't done SHIT for working out and exercising. I have probably gained 7 pounds since the "divorce". Sean will not call me or write me back. (okay Sean has just called me back...thanks buddy!) Sean has been very busy at work and going through some personal stuff with a friend. Homer cheered me up a bit, but it is still pity party of one. I guess I am just having a down day. I ate alone tonight at a restaurant. I feel lonely. I could use a good bud to snuggle with right now. Well... I'll just have to settle for Boudreaux and Pierre. They love me unconditionally. Dogs are great companionship... especially in times like these!
posted by Brettcajun at Thursday, September 29, 2005
7 Comments:
I could say any number of trite and hackneyed rah-rah things right now, but I'm sure you've heard them all. All I can say is, this too shall pass. It will all work out. I understand your feelings all too well, and I have been there.
You are not a cold-hearted bitch. That is evident in your writing. Now grab on to that puppy and soak up that unconditional love! There's more of that here from your fellow bloggers too! Let me know if there is anything I can do to help.
damn dude...I wish I could just give you a big ole hug. I fgeel bad that I wasn't able to chat this moring now. I was leavin to take my son to the Dr. It will get better!
Thanks guys. I did sleep like a rock last night. I woke up feeling very refreshed and in a better place.
I'll be okay. I just have to set me up a ROUTINE and that'll keep me from dwelling on things I can't control.
Yeah, there are times when you just want someone to hold ... or be held by. It can make all the difference.
Usually one good night's sleep gets me out of the bad-day blues too. Glad you are back on track!
Nothing we could say at the moment that would help :( Althogh we might all have had a broken heart before, not everyone can feel exactly the same no matter how much we might try.
Would a hug help?
Paul
Damn - I missed so much - would a post depression hug help any?
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